on the eve of my 39th birthday

It's the eve of my 39th birthday and I'm feeling so good! 
I have beautiful wonderful happy people who are my friends and chosen family
I have some very interesting job prospects that excite the shit out of me
I feel so free and unencumbered
I am strong and healthily, I am capable, I am carving if out my destiny
I am lucky and grateful to be healthy and whole
I am spiritual and gentle
I have the resources to help, the energy to want to help and the wherewithal to make it happen! 
I know what it feels like to love and to be loved and to touch and be touched. 
I have arms to hold people - to want them and to clasp them close to me
And I have the strength to let them go, without fear, and without needing them to return
I feel blessed and, at times, beautiful, especially as I watch a super moon in the sky or hear the sound of the ocean or feel the sun on my skin. 
I bathe in the happiness of life and the joy that I feel when I connect with those around me


Happy, happy birthday to me. I am so lucky!
~ lala